Pass the sunscreen... don't want to get cancer with all these awesome rays!

So right now im basking in the glow of my rightness! Here's the situation:

so jessica has been hanging out with dude-man. nancy doesn't particularly care for dude-man (after some shit happened... will specify later). i told nancy 2 1/2 weeks ago that jessica would acuse me of stealing nancy away from her within 3 weeks and that she would say i was doing it to hurt her. alas jessica wrote in her blog that she thinks i have "stuped" to the level of stealing her friends away to hurt her...1) what a huge ego she must have ... 2) how awesome it would be to post a link to it so everyone could read it but that would be in bad taste... so i won't.

*basking* *turns over* *basking other side to get an even tan*

so fuck this shit! jessica sits there and flirts with the guy nancy likes (after nancy informs her that she likes him), then proceeds to hang out with him a lot and expects it not to bother nancy? then proceeds to get upset that nancy is hanging out with me a lot because nancy doesn't want to see jessica and dude-man flirting... even though many times she is hanging out with me amidst many band people from her dorm room or across the hall. nancy also understands me very well so she was a wonderful outlet right about when jessica stopped talking to me for some immature emotional shit. to top it all off, jessica apparently doesn't want to be around me anymore... funny, last time i checked we had a rather civil luncheon and even hugged afterwards... yea... confused but what the fuck ever.

just to clarify, nancy's liking was only momentary infatuation...

i wonder if jessica realizes that it is not i who has been doing any kind of stealing away, but her who has been doing a lot of pushing away... probably not.

although i must say that i didn't see jessica admitting to getting a taste of her own medicine... kudos to being slightly more emotionally put together than i realized.

and yes, i am intelligent enough to realize that by posting a response of some kind i am in fact perpetuating the whole cry for attention... its cool... i need people to know that im intelligent so im announcing to the world that i was right and that i am smart enough to realize this won't help... but fuck it!

and jessica probably would probably say that this response is "dramatic" or "reading too far into things" but she knows exactly whats going on and how what she says will interpreted.

it's so irritating when someone doesn't have the capacity to put themselves in others' shoes.