Im an idiot!

When it comes to verbal reasoning questions where I cannot ask and verify the intent/implications of what is being said, I am absolutely retarded. Tonight whist working a reading comprehension test i missed 15 questions out of 60, down from 20 on the 2 previous tests... yay... but boy howdy on the analogy/complete the sentence sections I missed 28 out of 60. *Waves frantically in the air* "Hey Mom! I broke 50 percent!!!!" Never before have I realized that when I communicate, I'm always asking questions and verifying that I am interpreting the messages people are sending me correctly. And never before have I been more frustrated with not being able to ask those questions. I will continue to study though, in the hope that it my SAT score will benefit. My only wildcard up my sleeve is that I am using professional-level test prep books (MCAT, GRE, GMAT) to prepare and hopefully this stuff is a lot harder than what is used to evaluate a junior in high school.

In other news more positive: I deposited a nice sum of money in the bank today, my parents are still letting me reside in their home while I get this shit done, and I had warm clothes and food on a very cold day.

After that last paragraph life isn't bad at all. I just have to get those little minor frustrations out so that they won't pollute the good ... non-frustrations? yea, that'll be what I'll call them.