New Experience
I experienced the closest thing to what i would call the feeling of "love at first sight". Cheesy yes, and a more accurate description would be infatuation at first sight. I saw her and everyone in the room disappeared. I was fixated on her light blue eyes and had to consciously tell myself to keep from staring at her. I wanted at that moment in time to just get to know everything about her. I can't explain the reaction... anywho... we hung out a bit and after getting to know her, I can't stop thinking about her. Too bad she has a half way decent boyfriend :-P She grew up with multiple siblings and doesn't appear to be selfish/high maintenance. She enjoys doing things outside too. She has a kind smile that would light up a room and a ready laugh that she uses a lot. All very spiffy traits with the ladyfolk. So basically I'm pretty smitten for this girl after A) knowing that she has a bf B) knowing that she lives not here in birmingham and C) there is probably little chance of anything happening between us. But still... I am left in a state of awe... I don't understand it. Perhaps she will fade from my mind with time, or maybe I'll always think about her. Maybe we will meet later on in life or maybe we were only meant to meet each other once. We'll see how this new experience affects me.
just for clarification: i don't expect this to be a permanent imprint on my mind, i just felt like writing about it since i never feel like this after seeing someone.
just for clarification: i don't expect this to be a permanent imprint on my mind, i just felt like writing about it since i never feel like this after seeing someone.
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