Anger

Sooo... last night i was talking to a friend on aim and Cristi sends me a message: "Happy belated valentine's day!" and 2 things happened to me. 1) my blood pressure shot up because i got pissed 2) i was thinking WTF?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

i collected myself and typed back "happy valentines day back? thats an interesting thing to say to an ex"

to which she responded "no its not... but if you dont like it then ill take it back"

.... well... hmm lets think... oh wait thats right... once you say something the damage is already done and it cannot be unsaid. This really pissed me off, i asked her to leave me alone because i didnt want to say something that would hurt her... like, i have to deal with my shit before i can be friendly again... well next time i think im just going to say something hurtful and blame her for not listening to me ;-) It was typical behavior though, cause she was going out dancing and she's always in a good mood when she goes out dancing... she likes spreading the "im going to shake my ass" cheer to everyone... i guess ill email her a copy of this blog :-D that would be pleasant wouldn't it? damn... you can make so much progress in the right direction and have it all torn down because your ex wants to wish you a happy fuckin valentines!!! agggg...

ok... im good :-D just had to bitch!