A little progress along with a brunette

I lay down, about to fall asleep. It has been a long day of studying; there is still more to come. I set my alarm on my phone... 30 minutes should be sufficient. I move the unfolded laundry that is on my bed aside, enough room for one leg to lie on the bed and one leg gets propt on top of the pile. I breathe heavily. My eyes shut tight, not from flexing my orbicularis occuli muscles, but from the pull of gravity as my whole body relaxes; the kind of total relaxation that your body experiences when taking a nap after long hours of mental strain. Thoughts drift into my head, wondering thoughts, thoughts about my tests this week, thoughts about studying later tonight. Suddenly I am joined in this world of thought. It is a woman, we are in my room lying in my bed. She has long straight beautiful brown hair. I cannot see her face, but she has an off-white skin complexion, slightly darker than mine but not too dark. She is in good health and obviously exercises. We lay there, in the bed in my head, she speaks but I do not hear what is coming out of her mouth. She lays up against me. I try to look at her face but for some reason never see any of the features. It does not bother me, it is nice to have a woman laying against me. Breathing next to me. Taking a nap with me. It is here that I realize in my little world of pre-nap thought that this is the future girl I will be able to take a nap with. My future special someone. The someone who will take me on my next ride of relationship ups and downs, this brunette in my head... the alarm goes off. I wake up, turn it off, and don't start moving towards leaving for another 5 minutes. Did that really just happen? I ask myself... did I just think about having someone in my life, someone to take a nap with and not think about Cristi at all? I smile... I must be making progress.

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