De ja veu?
I know i totally just butchered that spelling but you get the point... what am i de ja veu-ing now? well i'm experiencing a lot of what happened when cristi and i broke up, though not as strong, certainly the same emotions. why is it always so easy to remember how well everything went right after you and a certain other half cease to be each other's halves anymore? not that jessica and i could be defined as each others other halfs, but i can't help but think about all the fun she and i had. of coursel logically the right side of my brain chimes in with its 2 cents and point out how we were just irritating each other at the end, but really... i can't stop thinking about all the fun times drinking and camping and climbing and such. I guess it all boils down to these few postulates:
1. Women are the root of all evil and men must abstain from any kind of romantic relations with them.
2. While 1 is true, it is highly unlikely that many men can resist the wiles and charms of the female gender so we (males) are damned to a life of being seduced and things not working.
3. i saw so many things that were so desireable and so rare in persons of the female gender with jessica, my mind must be afeared that i will not meet someone who possesses such qualities again.
4. thinking of all the fun times must be a self defense mechanism of the mind, a way to escape the harsh truth that you and a certain someone else just don't click like you'd hoped and one day, that other person will probably be happier with someone else... ouch
i just need a good cry... that may not sound very masculine but that seems to make bad situations exponentially better... or at least get all those damned emotions off the radar so one could think clearly.
I'm out of stuff right now and i need to study... but before i go i must mention Nancy... Nancy has been fabulous the last week or so, talking to me when i needed talking, and inviting me to lunch today was nice of her. She hasn't really taken sides and she's been really good about just listening to my frustrations... for all that i must say Nancy is my hero this week.
tata for now.
1. Women are the root of all evil and men must abstain from any kind of romantic relations with them.
2. While 1 is true, it is highly unlikely that many men can resist the wiles and charms of the female gender so we (males) are damned to a life of being seduced and things not working.
3. i saw so many things that were so desireable and so rare in persons of the female gender with jessica, my mind must be afeared that i will not meet someone who possesses such qualities again.
4. thinking of all the fun times must be a self defense mechanism of the mind, a way to escape the harsh truth that you and a certain someone else just don't click like you'd hoped and one day, that other person will probably be happier with someone else... ouch
i just need a good cry... that may not sound very masculine but that seems to make bad situations exponentially better... or at least get all those damned emotions off the radar so one could think clearly.
I'm out of stuff right now and i need to study... but before i go i must mention Nancy... Nancy has been fabulous the last week or so, talking to me when i needed talking, and inviting me to lunch today was nice of her. She hasn't really taken sides and she's been really good about just listening to my frustrations... for all that i must say Nancy is my hero this week.
tata for now.
posted by 13ismyluckynumber at 3:59 PM
1 Comments:
*poke* Tears can be good therapy, as long as they're emitted in a controlled situation (i.e. not while driving a car).
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