Satisfaction and puzzels

YES! I did send cristi a copy of the blog entry. I added a bit at the end to tell her in no uncertain terms to just leave me alone for now. I also added this:

"FYI: my valentines was just like every other valentines day of my life... i was single and had other things to do so it was just another day on the calender. "

i think that somewhere in a dark corner of my mind that i was hoping that would bother her... maybe she would be upset or something since she sees valentines and any other holiday as siginificant... nonetheless... she called our mutual friend brandon this morning kind of upset because she "doesnt understand" and apparently said that i was reminding her of her ex with this getting upset/angry kind of stuff... well ex ex now. i feel like i should be reminding her of him because she did the same shit... would find something to call/IM and be all cheery about after he had asked her to leave him alone...

So... i have regressed to a point where i have enjoyed making another person upset... all the progress i made... out the window. So tonight im going to drink beer and be satisfied with my border-line sadistic email and tomorrow start trying to fit the puzzel back together again.